Cross My Heart

In this world there’s sadness so profound you can’t even cry
Like you’re being surrounded by a deep, endless darkness…..

Yes, it was your sweet voice calling my name
that saved me from despair when I stood at the cliff’s edge

Let’s become one, holding each other so that
the two crosses we bear become one.

An astonishing light runs through my fingers, my body, my soul…..
The awakening dawn wraps aroung both of us,
and I vow:
Just I wanna be with you forever. I love you.
Fate tests us, but
I’ll put my hand to my chest & make the sign of the cross
We won’t be separated: Cross my heart

I’ve found a love that I would risk my life to keep.
I finally know why I had to live a life tainted with loneliness

Holding each other gently, as if in prayer…
I’ll leave my love behind within you.

My love pours forth endlessly
for your eyes, for your skin, for your warmth.
Just whisper
that you wish the passing time would stop.
Just I wanna be with you forever. I feel you.
If you can love someone so much,
there’s nothing to regret, even if you die.
I won’t let you go: Cross my heart.

Scarlet

Can you still see your dreams in the instant,
starry sky?
Are they more vivid than they were when you were little?

When one forgets to put the emotions that
overflow in her heart
to rest, they burn the color of passion.

I used to believe without a doubt that i could
reach my dreams, no matter how far off they were,
But that me from long ago now sleeps inside
my heart.

Dreams are more fragile and fleeting than a
glass rose,
so they why are we destined to dream?

Sometimes two dreams can turn into love,
but there are also times when they can’t.

Even when they’re alone, people want to share
their feelings, but it can be so hard.
Words are powerless to express one’s feelings,
and sometimes they become a silver knife.

Whose the unhappy one?

Is Bowie unhappy or Jowie unhappy much more?

Mind And Dreams

Caught in a place of mind and stray…
For the long endeavours, complementation
Is the virus sinking into trust and grace
And nothing can come to me but hate and endless fate…
So stay away from who I am…because I’m not me…
But a faceless spirit caught in a psychotic gaze…
Ring the bells of despair…

I cannot fight this any longer…
Every win makes my ever lasting battle get harder…
Voices and demons becoming smarter…
My minds dribbling out sadistic laughter…
While this voice strays ever farther…
Didn’t expect all my fears to come true…
Hold my light close, the warmth I cannot let go…
Hollow alone, the disease that turns spiral of life blue…
Black in the freedom of cry…crows screaming there pessimistic replies…
Thank god that my mind is still alive…

Giving you my flesh and bloody smears…
I’ll present love in a yearly soaked tears…
To blank it out I cannot care…
Something turns sinister in front of me…
My nightmare is flashed before me…
Life rotting in a quiet sanctuary…
God just kill me here…

My 2nd Baby Girl

She is Jowie, my second baby girl.

Sweeties

So sweet he laugh in front the camera

Where is it?

“Hai…….. Still looking at me? Don’t disturb Me ok!”
“Where is it? WHERE IS IT?”
“Why can’t finding my pudding? Where does it go?”

Bowie said:”Wow! I got a spiderman with me.Do u want it ?”

1st Born Baby Boy

My baby boy, Bowie born in year 2002.